feelin

today's the day...i've never felt so lifeless like this before...all because of this thing called...errr...nevermind...

at least i like this feelin...in fact, i love this feelin... ;)

...luv u all...

---ku, ---mu jua..

Tawt of askin her..so i called. N instead, of cuz as usual, she asked me why.. I went dumb, i didnt know wat 2 say. She answered like as if im a stranger. I felt like a stranger all of a sudden n she made me feel like a stranger. Even now.. Wat more can i ask? Getin hurt was never a problem, normal laa..she always very the lazer one wat.. cuz it happens n we learn from it. But d loneliness dat she gave me, was n is d one ting i will never ever be able 2 get out of..Never tawt i'd b writin dis..i dont know n i just cant figure out wat's on her mind...just hoping dat one day, i could reach her...

SoMeTiMeS...

Yes, ever wonder y do we have trouble finding ourselves sometimes? You wouldn't know till you are able to appreciate yourself. And that is when you will be able to distinguish what you’ve really wanted all this while.

What’s the point trying to be someone else or acting the way that you’re not when the real you are the most beautiful person inside out. Why are you trying hard to make-believe who you are not? Just be yourself and you’ll see how much you’re really worth it rather than just pretending, which of course is hopeless.

I’ve said it. Anyway, I’m really glad for who I am. Whatever happened in my past is nothing to me anymore. Mistakes are mistakes. You just gotta learn from it.

Whatever done is done. You can't go back and chage it though you really wish you could (sometimes i imagine that i could change it..psycho!) From now on, the only thing concerns me is me, myself and my future.

Live it!

Dat Day...

The thing with Sarees...

Finally, bawt all my sarees already..pheww...!

D only thing dat i've gotta worry now are the "accesories"...aih...another head crackin session..I hate it when all d pretty things are rite in front of u and u just can't decide...aarrgghh!!

Had a tough time choosin n pickin d sarees...hehehe ;p I know it's just a small matter but to me, its an awfully big issue...its not easy awrite! I was at this place yesterday, trying to choose a nice set of necklace...and guess wat? I can't decide which one should I buy! Tilla!!! What d h3ll is wrong witchu?!

Dis wasn't a problem for me at all previously...now, im goin cuckoo when I can't seem to get d rite one...too much of stuff runnin in my mind...

shut it!

Pineapple Tarts

Dear Tilla,

how have u been?
hope everything's fine over there.
where?

Coffee...

Accidentally had one today...now headache!!!!!