Pineapple Tarts

Dear Tilla,

how have u been?
hope everything's fine over there.
where?

Coffee...

Accidentally had one today...now headache!!!!!

The so called Incentives

What motivates u?

Intriguing Heart Break...

Loads of things happenin and yes, my sis is gettin married soon! Im the one who's very excited...! Y? Shoppin! Shoppin! Shoppin!

Its a festive season now, and things are gettin a lil hectic as its a weddin involved as well!! No joke. Too much of things to consider. Specially, my sarees...hehehehe...

Now, back to weddings...

Earlier, I told about some proposal thinggy...remember? I barely recover and they could actually arrange all this...? Dont I have my own preferrence? Do I have to live with this person for the rest of my life? God! I hardly know this guy! Who the hell is he? Geeez, I've never imagined havin an arranged marriage, damn it!

It all starts with a "nvm, tilla...just go meet him oneee..." then, "so, how...u like him?" then again, "just get married, tilla...why so difficult?!" N finally, "u just get ready, they're comin to the house now" I know her! She'll arrange everythin without my knowledge...or feelings...

At the moment, I'm missing my sister...n I just dont know y...I see her everyday, but I miss her so much now...

Terrible heartbreak...I just wish I could go sumwhere now (maybe some beach - I love Pangkor)

Need a break...

*silence*

I want a Pilot...

Just havent received enuf yet...dis is wat I get in return...men! They are idiots at times...(not all men, awrite..n yeah, all the time!) A few souls ler...(possesed ones) Damn, y is it dat dey r so annoyin, huh?

Perhaps, I just gotta find a cina ah pek... Mom told me, there's this proposal...some engineer ler... As usual, its either a doctor, a lawyer or an engineer...Y can't he be a pilot? I'll live peacefully...Our fren will be flyin all the time...n so will i, over here ;p

It can be terribly painful but, I have to move on? Is it me or is it just dat some ppl love to be ignorant? Even the closest wouldn't understand...Wat would i expect? Wat the hell am I expectin, then? Aiyohh daddeeee...Y u doin dis?

To much of mumbles...

Shut up Tilla!

It is...

4 months...its really quick to stop thinking about someone, huh? Well, neither have i forgotten nor forgiven! naaaaaaaaaaah...life goes on ler...wat more can i say...we move on rite?

4 months ago, i've been so weak...well, yeah i am a lil emotional at the moment, dat's the reason y im writing this...but, other den dat, im damn fine...i guess...

4 months...damn! What am i doin to myself?

The Red Day

Y?
cuz i hav to accept the fact...
it happens...
cant stop it though...